Cast off!7 days ago3 min readpoemBack among the houses and the peoplestumbling through the alleys with their smartphones held highThe sky loses its colors and weeps over itThe air becomes cool next to the seagullsThey leave white blobs on the car roofs.the clouds under which they flewwhen the sky was still blueBut today the old gray is moving in.It makes faces fall in the cafes.in the restaurants under the folded umbrellasTourists engrossed in menusPeople caught in moods on vacationHandbags on chairs and mouths in cupsA car speeds past and honks its horn.Where are the smiling ones? Where are the laughing ones?Did they stay home today?Workers pull out with wobbly helmets.from the shipyard through the citydrinking beer in front of the beverage storesin the parking lots, talking and laughing loudly!The seagulls suddenly start screeching.The boats are rocking in the harbor.The last fish sandwiches are being served.A plastic pirate guards the door before it closes.on his Everthron in front of the Water GateIt feels like just yesterday.that I received the warmth of the walls herethose who spoke to me from the Middle Ageswho told me storiesand my pages filled up under the roofIt feels like just yesterday.that I was at the round table in the studio, peoplereceived and let her be close, like all of Wismarthat inspired me and meant meAnd yet, a piece of heaven has changed.the view of the harbor in the evening through the lanternsThere is no more Rodiwana from the workshop.the walk into town or to the harbor iscrowded and yet suddenly emptyI enjoyed everything and feltwhat I could feel and wroteAs far as I could tell, that's how I now feel about my city.as strangely new, a different thinglike a being that falls silent and waitslike someone I once knew and who nowpasses me byA man at the harbor sits down next to us.he once herded sheepnow without a herd, he has lost themhe looks at his shopping cartHe is a wise man who speaks to us.a life full of faceWe describe, we speak freelyHe nods; I see the wrinkles in his eyes."Maybe because you're not from here."says he, who himself travelled hereand I feel that he is a messengerwho has even more to sayI'm all Momo and all earnext to him, who tells us a lot...We are not from here.The shepherd is not from around here.The shipyard workers are not from here.Those who are from here are not always here.Those who are from here did not stay.or like to stay or like to travelor are simply here -like the city that is visited byPeople with smartphonesthose getting off cars or cruise shipsof travelers and figures like movie characters of yesteryearof history and storiesof pain, horror, and sufferingof pirates, Sweden and medieval timesof politicians, movers and shakers, good guys and spiesand from everyone who lives hereThis city is both visited and a beingThis city is a port – open to coming and goingHouses remain – but people make them – define them.like the stones of a wall need mortarso did the people of a streethow the seagulls need the skyand the workers the shipyardlike the cars on the roadsand the parking lot the touristshow I enjoy the view from my window while writingThe city has not changed.My view after many yearsAre these simply the expectations that were there?The shepherd sits at the harbor without his flock.The seagull was still on the car roof.The couple in New Orleans are arguingA shipyard worker laughsThe front door slams for the third time.The cold has moved inNew owners – rent increase instead of neighborly relations.Friends are moving out and we're moving with themThe three of them are now sitting at the harbor.Writer, artist and shepherdtalk about it, this beautiful cityand I thinkShe knows it for sure:Wismar feels it, breathes it, and lives it.offers everyone new here a vibrant lifeand gives the departing person many things with them:Novels, thoughts, friends, and good ideasa mind that is ready to emergeto understand and now also to goBente Amlandt, July 9, 2025
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